I've never been capt. serious in these parts, but I am having an awful time this week. My ex just got married and is moving to Virginia tomorrow and taking my son away for the summer.
When she left me, he was the one thing that got me through it. I've totally stepped up while she got to have a good time doing whatever, and raised the boy right. I do have full custody, so he'll legally have to come back for school. But this is super hard. I've always had somebody here to keep me sane, and from being lonely, etc.
Anyway, I lashed out at JSG today and am basically falling apart right now. I know I'm lucky he's coming back, but don't know how I'm going to do this for the next few months. Not really sure why I'm posting all this, but am in a bad way and could use some of those PMAs fo sho. I'm scared to death of what could happen while he's gone and what will happen going forward. Hopefully it will be fine, I'm an optomist but...it fuckin sucks hard
PMA's times infinity...im sending many good vibes and thoughts
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