Tune it in, then rip the knob off!

[Kimmy]

My big gay boss is paying for his big gay husband (hair stylist) to cut my hair on Thursday...and NOT because he hates looking at it/me. (He justs wants me to be happy, apparently.) I'm looking for a drastic change.

Something drastic in my life. May as well be my hair...

If you are depressed don't do anything drastic to your hair..........it's bad enough you are spending money for some tramp stamp..........you are beautiful just the way you are!

[Mister Chaddy]

My big gay boss is paying for his big gay husband (hair stylist) to cut my hair on Thursday...and NOT because he hates looking at it/me. (He justs wants me to be happy, apparently.) I'm looking for a drastic change.

Something drastic in my life. May as well be my hair...

If you are depressed don't do anything drastic to your hair..........it's bad enough you are spending money for some tramp stamp..........you are beautiful just the way you are!

True that, girlfriend.

[Kimmy]

My big gay boss is paying for his big gay husband (hair stylist) to cut my hair on Thursday...and NOT because he hates looking at it/me. (He justs wants me to be happy, apparently.) I'm looking for a drastic change.

Something drastic in my life. May as well be my hair...

If you are depressed don't do anything drastic to your hair..........it's bad enough you are spending money for some tramp stamp..........you are beautiful just the way you are!

True that, girlfriend.

I believe that would be "true dat, girlfriend"

[Just Some Girl]

My big gay boss is paying for his big gay husband (hair stylist) to cut my hair on Thursday...and NOT because he hates looking at it/me. (He justs wants me to be happy, apparently.) I'm looking for a drastic change.

Something drastic in my life. May as well be my hair...

If you are depressed don't do anything drastic to your hair..........it's bad enough you are spending money for some tramp stamp..........you are beautiful just the way you are!

(faux nonchalance)

pffft. What-ever.


And: OMG, thanks you guys!!! I didn't mean I was gonna shave it or anything. But it really has been pissing me off for over a month now, so time for a change.

As for the trip to Memphis, if you can handle the new Afro I'm angling for, then sure, I can deal with your southern summer.  

[matthew]

I am so devastated by this cancellation of my month of freedom/downtown...fucking shit...I can't think of a single goddamned thing that has worked out in years. Or ever. The best news I had in 20 years was that I wasn't paralyzed when I went over the railings and broke my spine. ah, christ...and it is more the timing than anything...with all of this horrible shit the last week or so brought on by the medication, I was looking forward to escaping my immediate surroundings more than anything:
I kept reminding myself: just make it to mid-May and you will be granted a slight reprieve. Only a month, but all new surroundings, you can find a job, be alone in the city and bike around in a new world, get exercise, etc.   Now, it appears that I will be stuck precisely where I am sitting now. This is not good. This could be very, very bad.
Did I mention that I went from zero dreams remembered (I am aware that I dream every night, but I have not woke from any dream for about a year now with even a slightest memory of it. It is as if I am not dreaming at all. It is actually quite depressing.) to nothing but the most vivid, horrific nightmares imaginable night after night after night?     Early this morning I woke from a nightmare where I was chewing out the throat of a man who had shot me while I was sitting on a couch beside some train tracks, apparently under the influence of PCP.

What the HELL was that about?

[Just Some Girl]

Also, I don't know if I could be any more depressed anyway, so who cares what my stupid hair looks like?

I can't believe I'm talking this much about my hair.

Now, wait till you hear about these adorable new shoes I just got. Red (with white polka dots!!!) stilletto sandles. I should really take a picture when I get home because they are just too cute.

[Just Some Girl]

I am so devastated by this cancellation of my month of freedom/downtown...fucking shit...I can't think of a single goddamned thing that has worked out in years. Or ever. The best news I had in 20 years was that I wasn't paralyzed when I went over the railings and broke my spine. ah, christ...and it is more the timing than anything...with all of this horrible shit the last week or so brought on by the medication, I was looking forward to escaping my immediate surroundings more than anything:
I kept reminding myself: just make it to mid-May and you will be granted a slight reprieve. Only a month, but all new surroundings, you can find a job, be alone in the city and bike around in a new world, get exercise, etc.   Now, it appears that I will be stuck precisely where I am sitting now. This is not good. This could be very, very bad.
Did I mention that I went from zero dreams remembered (I am aware that I dream every night, but I have not woke from any dream for about a year now with even a slightest memory of it. It is as if I am not dreaming at all. It is actually quite depressing.) to nothing but the most vivid, horrific nightmares imaginable night after night after night?     Early this morning I woke from a nightmare where I was chewing out the throat of a man who had shot me while I was sitting on a couch beside some train tracks, apparently under the influence of PCP.

What the HELL was that about?

Why can't you just stay WITH your sister for two of the weeks and WITHOUT her for the rest? (Or whatever the timeline works out to be.)

Still better than being with the parents, no? It doesn't HAVE to be complicated...

[matthew]

apologies for the deranged-sounding post above.

i need to get a passport...asap.

just get the hell out this country.

preferably off the continent.

I don't really care if I am found floating in the Ganges, I just need to escape here.

[Kimmy]

Also, I don't know if I could be any more depressed anyway, so who cares what my stupid hair looks like?

I can't believe I'm talking this much about my hair.

Now, wait till you hear about these adorable new shoes I just got. Red (with white polka dots!!!) stilletto sandles. I should really take a picture when I get home because they are just too cute.

I talk about my hair all the time..........because it's beautiful and I'm a brilliant brunette..........muahahaha.......and I just got some cute bangs cut........

[Just Some Girl]

Talk about dramatic... (this was supposed to follow Matthew's post)

Ok, we'll thanks for talking me off the ledge, my dears. (Can you do something about young Matthew now? Thanks.) Must go. Maybe we'll see some of y'all tonight.

lates.  

[Just Some Girl]

I talk about my hair all the time..........because it's beautiful and I'm a brilliant brunette..........

Lucky!

[Kimmy]

I talk about my hair all the time..........because it's beautiful and I'm a brilliant brunette..........

Lucky!

You are too!!

[Sabamah]

now why is it again that you can't move out/take a trip/get a job, matt?

[captqitn]

(whispering).. his hair.

[matthew]

Things aren't that bad or as bad as I make them sound.

I guess, don't worry?

Does that sound like someone's last words?